Bestie <3

"I get by with a little help from my friends."-The Beatles

I have wonderful friends, friends that I don't know who I would be without them. This is what makes moving so hard on me, I'm losing them in a sense. I know they'll be there through the phone and the computer but I can't just go and hang out with them on a whim. There is one friend of mine that I absolutely adore.

Soul Mates, what defines soul mates?? Someone you've known for a long time or someone you connect with instantly and know that person will be with you for the rest of your life. Be it in a relationship or friendship, they'll always be there. How do you figure out when this person really is your soul mate? Are you only allowed one? Does it take you living your life to figure it out or do you just know? What if you never find this soul mate ever in your entire life?

I deeply believe that I've found not just one or two but many more. The one that I will always love with my whole entire heart will be Isaac. I've only known him for a hand full of years, but we've been through a lot together. I don't know what I would do without him.

It's funny how we first met was our 'moms' trying to set us up on a date. We were supposed to meet on a Saturday morning at borders bookstore in Eau Claire for coffee. Both Cheryl and my mom thought that they were the coolest match makers ever. Well after the first couple of awkward minutes we started talking and realized that we were meant to be friends, very very close friends, not to be dating. So in looking back I guess the ladies were good matchmakers when it comes to friendship, not a relationship.

It's hard not having him here with me whenever I just need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on. Both of us are miles away from each other living in our different worlds, doing different things. I know that he'll be in my corner fighting for me no matter what the situation is. Even though we are apart whenever we are together we make the best of our time. No matter what happens I always know that he'll always be there for me and I will always be there for him. Words can not describe how much I love, care, and appreciatiation I have for that boy.

I had to say my goodbye to him a couple weeks ago, the last time I would see him for a very long time. I'm moving and he was one of the first and hardest goodbyes I was going to face. Well I had to do it quickly at his job at MegaFoods with my family there. I didn't even get to talk to him like I wanted to but we were rushed. It was a hug and a I'll see you soon. I tried to put it in the back of my mind I was saying goodbye to my best friend and hold back the tears. I did so well as to not cry while we walked away from the store. My heart broke knowing that we didn't get to say our goodbyes the right way. But I was brave and brushed it off as we got into the car and nobody knew how much it sucked. (well until now I guess)

But I found out tonight that he is going to come up this weekend and spend time with me and come to my going away/birthday celebration dinner. I am so excited because I can actually say goodbye to him the right way and not feel so sad how we said 'see you soon.' I'm SO pumped and happy for this weekend. I absolutely have one of the best friends in the world.

So here's to one of my coolest soul mates ever....love you icky : )