Questions for the big guy upstairs

I now know how Elliott felt last year when we starting hanging out. It sucks trying to hold back from something that is so amazing. So distance is what works best. I really think there is a reason for everything, I just don't have the answers for them right now. But I wish I did. I think I've got something really special with this person....but why now? I'm moving 16 hours away!!

There has to be a reason that God is putting this in front of me. I'm so impatient and like things now, when I want them. These answers aren't something I'm going to find anytime soon. But as a friend told me tonight...

"He doesn't put you through anything He knows you can't handle. And I'm sure that if it's meant to be, it will. And i have a strong feeling that this is going to work out...It's just a feeling I have. You two just click. And that's pretty special. Just got to have faith."

I have to remember to have faith, it's hard but that's what friends are for. I just have nothing is impossible with God.

Tonight was great hanging with him, he even put the dishes away at MY house. He might have read that previous blog (ha doubt it). Wanting to stay in touch, pictures, loving the puppy, the whole package and it's going to be 16 hours away from me. FAITH...I have to remember to have it!