Phones and Boys

No phone call tonight.....

This sucks. I told myself I wasn't going to cry today about anything. It's hard when your mom says, "i'm so glad that you are here, are you happy you are here." I didn't know what to say. I love being with my family but this isn't my home. It doesn't feel like it at all, there is nobody here. I want to get in my car and just drive. I wish I could bring everyone in green bay here or my family there so it's all better. Oh and I got my face drilled today at the dentist and I'm in a lot of pain. And again there was no phone call.

No phone call at all.........