today I am another year older.
Do I feel another year older, not really. I still feel like that girl in high school. I know that I've grown in so many ways but I don't feel like I'm 23.
Most people forgot that it was my birthday today, that's what happens when you have your birthday on the super bowl. There is still 2 hours left central time we'll see what happens. I guess it just sucks that I've moved on and the people who I once were close to have as well. This moving on is without me. It hurts, a lot.
Today was an okay day. I woke up to balloons and a GPS present from my family. I didn't really want much attention to it. All it would do is bring attention to what I'm missing being down here. I'm trying to avoid those feelings. We ended up going to Macaroni Grill which was amazing food.
My parents and I went to a neighbors house for the Superbowl. It was a bunch of old people getting drunk off of wine (which I can't drink) and being crazy. Once I got home I guess it hit me that my life is nothing like it was in green bay and it won't be. I guess it'd be nice to have my birthday a few months from now when I'm not dealing with the loss of everything in a week. I'm going to crawl into a hole and try to sleep forever, or until 11:50 tomorrow when I have to post another blog. Then I'll go back into my hole.
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