Valentine's Day???

I haven't really blogged in awhile, well very in depth about my life recently. Sorry about that...

Here's what I'm dealing with right now.
I'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around this whole thing with the rockstar. I'm not sure if it's him being a nice guy or if it really is him showing that he does care about me. I think that he does have feelings for me, but I'm not sure. How can you tell??

There are so many things that get lost in translation. I wish I was able to just show up and get the answers. It's weird that I didn't talk to him almost all week. Then I haven't gone a day without talking to him on the phone for the past three days. Don't get me wrong it's great, but such a change from one spectrum to the other. I'm not one who likes to talk on the phone that much. I would much rather write my feelings out or talk in person, the phone complicates things. I don't know what to call the thing between us, I'm not even sure. I wonder what he would call it. I mean his roommate was there when we talked for over 30 minutes the other night. If I were that roommate I would wonder what was going on and ask. What did the rockstar say to him? What's the rockstars interpretation to this whole thing?

I know deep down in my heart that if I were there currently things would be different, and we'd have a better chance at being together. That sucks knowing it's not the case now. The real question is how do you know that he's into you? Maybe I should find that book and read it. I have to trust in God and have faith, it's all in His hands. Help advice anyone??

Happy Valentine's Day even though you should show your love to the ones you love EVERYDAY not just one day. I love you!