Awesomeness

A friend of mine just sent me this about how he feels about a girl he likes. It's amazing!! If I could find a guy that feels this towards me one that, man that'd be amazing. It gives me hope for me finding some guy out there that wants this....enjoy

I've watched her for the past three years and cherished every moment of it. Yes, even the times when I was dating Jessie...I know that sounds horrible, but honestly i would do anything to see this girl smile.

I want to be the guy who says, "yeah, you're hormones are crazy but I want you to know that I won't take advantage of that. I CAN wait for you."

I want to be the guy that wakes up next to her every morning to tell her she's beautiful when she thinks she looks like crap; not because I want her to feel better, but because I genuinely believe that she is.

I want to be the guy who is never too busy to drive across an entire state just to see her.

I want to be the guy that spends the night in the chair next to her hospital bed because she fell off the stage on her opening night and broke her ankle.

I want to be the guy that buys her flowers just because.

I want to be the guy that tells her I would die for her, because I really truly would.

I want to be the guy that tells her I would live for her, because I really truly would.

I want to be the guy who is willing to hang out with her and her girlfriends if she wants, and not be ashamed to tell my buddies that I can't go out with them because I'm having a girl's night in and I'm not whipped, I just love her.

I want to be the guy that's never afraid to cry in front of her, cause I want her to know that I'm vulnerable too. That I can be weak and that I do need her to go on.

I want to be the guy who she can always cry in front of, because she knows I'm never gonna view her as anything other than what she is: perfect

I want to be the guy who she holds hands with....and never wants to let go.

I want to be the guy who she kisses, means it with every bone in her body, and knows that I feel EXACTLY THE SAME WAY.

I want to be the guy she needs a hug from when she has a bad day.

I want to be the guy that hugs her for no apparent reason at all, except that I love her.

I want to be the guy who calls her to make sure she got home safe.

I want to be the guy who parks outside her house, tells her i love her and goodnight, wait for her to reach the door, and then call her to tell her i love her and goodnight one more time.

I want to be the guy that waits for hours on end just to see her for ten minutes.

I want to be the guy that she NEEDS to cuddle with to be happy.

i want to be the guy who tells her all my secrets. good and bad.

i want to be the guy who tries to show her how much i care through every word and every breath.

i want to be the guy who she looks at and thinks with hope in her heart, he is the one. cause that's how i think about her.

i want to be the guy that never laughs at her when she tells me her dreams, but does everything in my power possible to help her achieve those dreams.

i want to be the guy who walks to the car and opens the door for her, cause i want her to see that i really do respect her.

i want to be the guy that gave her my heart.

i want to be the guy that prays every night for her happiness, even if it means not being with me. and if it doesn't work out between us, i want to be the guy that's in the front row at her wedding wearing the biggest smile and clapping the loudest because my love is finally happy beyond all reason.

i want to be that guy. i want to be HER guy.