So my trip to North Carolina was amazing. The Maroon 5 concert was even more amazing...more to come on that in a later blog. Tonight I have something to get off my mind. Oh and I haven't forgotten about my family
Right now on the top of my mind is friends. I reconnected with a friend recently. I'm struggling with this, to be honest. I'm not sure that I want to be friends with this person. I right now am at the point in my life that I need friends there for me and are worth investing time in. These friends are the ones who are willing to invest their own time in me. It's a two way street. Not someone who is going to take being friends with me lightly. This might be too much to ask from a person, but maybe it's not. I know that it's getting to the time in many of my friends lives where you have to actively try to be friends with someone. I have enough people who I just say hi to, I really don't need anymore. Maybe it's me, but I don't think I need another person in my life that I just say hi to. I want someone who cares enough to know how I really am doing, and ask because they want to know. I don't think I'm willing to invest time into something on the just hi level. Maybe this reconnection isn't right and I should have left it where it was....
Right now I'm happy with the people who love and care about me, I don't need another surface stuff friend. Maybe I should jump the ship on this one and swim for shore.
No comments:
Post a Comment