So today I slept until around 3...3 in the afternoon. Not good but I was exhausted! I had to work today and miss the finale of Grey's anatomy. I wish I could see it online now but that's not going to happen. Interesting thing from tonight is that I'm possibly going to win tickets to a nascar race in Charlotte on Saturday. I didn't know nascar was a big thing but i guess it is here. If I do win them, man will it be an interesting experience.
I'm not sure what to do about B. I'm so hurt by things that he's done and said that I'm not sure I can move past that point. I got a message from him like everything was okay with the two of us tonight. I need time and I need to talk to him in person and let him know what he has done to me. It's not fair for me to be quiet and just be here for him when he feels it is convenient. It's weird seeing the things that he has left behind. Memories of the past. Now what to do tomorrow....so conflicted and so unsure of what this really is.
Peace and love to you all, I'm heading to bed.
No comments:
Post a Comment