Numb is the new deep

Things that I know for sure....
-I am not good at Halo
-I am going to have to take a test tomorrow
-I need to study
-I'm not good enough for full time yet
-Guys and their video games are jerks....it's really frustrating.
-Boys who act like your friend and ditch you in a second for a possible hook up are not nice guys
-I really miss everyone back in Wisconsin...badly....like extremely bad. I'm sick of being made fun of for the way I talk, where I'm from, etc. If you haven't been there you can't say a thing about it. Why hate on something when you haven't even experienced it???
-I am frustrated

Things I can change
-Sucking at Halo and get better
-Stop being frustrated and realize that life isn't worth this.
-Studying for the test....so I'm off to study and pass this driving test tomorrow.

"Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule

Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap it's been....

Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
I'm over the analyzing
Tonight

Stop trying to figure it out
(you try to figure, you try to figure it out)
It will only bring you down"

Thanks John Mayer, you gave me a reason to feel better