Beauty all over

"The ugly world needs more beauty like you."
This was written on the bathroom stall in Chicago and Rachel took a picture. It's so true and so inspiring. Sometimes the world isn't always pretty but being you in a world that is ugly and sad brings beauty into it. It gives me hope that there is more to this human race than selfish self consumed people. So smile when you can. Laugh when you want to. Love ALWAYS.

It's a weird thing to think about life and how things happen. Today was interesting to say the least. My mom is having some issues with her legs and went to the doctor, they don't know what it is....like always. They say that it's something with her nerves but I have a feeling it might be something more in her brain. It's scary, I hope it's not something with her cancer progressing. I also went to work for 4 and half hours that is a JOKE.

I got a voicemail from Jess saying that we needed to talk about her life and what I have missed. The bomb was dropped there. I love her to death and I wish I could be there to help her through all the crazy things running through her head. Because I know they are. Why does the world have a way of playing things out like they do...the break up and now this? No matter what she decides to do I will love her because that's what friends do. (Hear that Jess I will LOVE YOU no matter what!) I might be booking a plane ticket to GB soon just to be the friend that I am for her. Jay misses Ian being around I can tell he's sleeping in my bed as I write this. It's kind of cute but it's the reality we are going to be facing in less than 3 months when he goes to college.

The ugly world needs more beauty like you. Remember to smile, love, and laugh life is to short to be anything but happy. Love you all