"Often th etest of courage is not to die but to live."
Last night was a crazy night a recap quick for all...
-Got over to Johnnie after speaking with a friend and gave him his stuff back
-confronted him on the lies
-he grabbed a knife and was going to cut himself
-he goes into his room, i try to grab the knife and get cut on my finger
-talk him out of doing it and hands me the knife
-he freaks out
-we leave and he texts us pretty much a death note
-we call the cops and he goes to the crisis center for help and released later
mentally and emotionally exhausting. It's done and over with this guy and I am never going to speak to him again. It's best for me and even more for him. He needs a lot of help and that help is something I am not going to be able to give to him. He may hate me for what I did last night but at least his parents know about his condition and can push him to get help. I shined a light on something that was hidden in the dark. One day he'll understand why we did what we did, and know that it was because we cared. I have my interview tomorrow and have yet found a top to wear to the interview. I've got shoes i'm borrowing but I still need a top. This weekend is going to be crazy. Tomorrow night Travis is back and there is a costume party for him and the guys he's coming here with. Saturday is Kiley's wedding and the girls swim meet against their biggest competitors. Oh and I need to clean my room. I'm really really ready for the weekend but also need sleep so that is exactly what I am going to do. Definately tell the ones you love them you never know it might make them take a step back from the ledge.
I love you all
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