"someday I wish upon a star wake up where the clouds are far behind me where trouble melts like lemon drops."
It's been awhile...sorry. It's been busy around here trying to get everything done before finals next week. I'm definitely ready for my Christmas break. I need to get out of here and try to get things together. I'm definitely been struggling with my family moving and if I'm going with them or not. Savoy was talking to me about this and said what if I have done all the growing possible here in Green bay and this is your time to go out and grow some more. It was put so great. Then when talking about it with other people I was asked if I liked it here and of course I do, they then said don't go and fuck something up that you like for something you have no idea on how it'll be. The thing is I don't know what to do about the living situation. If I want to be an RA, live on campus with the girls again, or off campus with god knows who. I really don't want to live on campus during the year and I need to find a place to stay here during the summer. I could go and live with the girls rotating houses each week back in eau Claire but I couldn't do that to them and their families. I guess I just need a sign for me to either stay or go and I wish that sign would be here right now....
I need to have a good weekend or I'm not going to be a happy camper. I need to go out on a good note or making me come back isn't going to be that fun. I'm really wishing I had my girls back home here with me, they'd know what to do with everything going on in my life. I really have started to miss them. So I'm going to listen to my e.c. girls jams and hope everything will be okay....I'll see them soon.
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