I'm on drugs...

Seriously I'm almost ready for bed and my drugs to take my ankle pain away are kickin' in, so this'll be short

"Or was it just like those promises that you made, on our last night?"~Better than Ezra, Last night

Wow that song couldn't have been any better. I for some reason have had jared on the mind today maybe because Kat is going through the same thing I did a few months back. It made me realize how far I have progressed from then. I definately have moved on from him. The thing is there are questions to answers I haven't gotten, like why all the lies. He said on our last night we were really together that he would be there for me no matter what. He would try to help out and do what he could to make things better. That I would be his best friend (that was a girl) and that he always would have a place in his heart for me. It makes me wonder if those were just lies or if he really meant it. it's been over 2 weeks since I called him and questioned him on the lies. I have yet to hear from him... I still have his shoes and his mug, I think I'm going to have a burning and smashing party for them since he hasn't even tried to contact me. Maybe i should send them home with erica, nawww that'd be too easy. He's gotta work for them. Obviously they weren't that important to him or he would have already tried to get them....It also has helped that I have moved on to bigger and better things in my life than dealing with him, hey I've got my GB bros and the guys here that's enough for me to handle. But there is so much that has happened since I last talked to Jared I bet he'd be suprised and shocked at some of the stuff.....oh well his lost.

Quick note before I fall asleep, I got flowers from my family saying how proud they were of me for doing so well on my physics test, they are super duper pretty and amazing i don't want them to die. They add a nice touch to the bathroom sinks we have outside our bathroom. So thanks fam they're awesome and yeah....

Lost sucks because they really should just let me know how everything plays out, cliff hangers suck!!

Night all remember that no matter what someone else out there has it that much worse....

"Angels fly in the air tonight, saying wasn't it just like swimmin' out on the lake, and stars collide and the airs alive."

Aubs