Right now on the top of my mind is friends. I am trying to be friends with the ex-boyfriend. I right now am at the point in my life that I need friends there for me and are worth investing time in. These friends are the ones who are willing to invest their own time in me. It's a two way street. I do not need someone who is going to take being friends with me lightly. This might be too much to ask from a person, but maybe it's not. I know that it's getting to the time in many of my friends lives where you have to actively try to be friends with someone. I have enough people who I just say hi to, I really don't need anymore.
Maybe it's me, but I don't think I need another person in my life that I just say hi to. I want someone who cares enough to know how I really am doing, and ask because they want to know. I don't think I'm willing to invest time into something on the just hi level. Only time will tell if this whole trying to be friends this is right.....I don't need another surface stuff friend in my life. So now should jump the ship on this one and swim for shore or see were this ship sails off to???
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