Will I ever find the One for me?

What I am looking for, and slowly finding out that it's probably not going to happen. It makes me so sad and wanting me to give up hope.

I want a guy who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me, hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments, who would let me sleep on their chest. A boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh, he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. He would tell his friends about me and smile when he did it. He would never be afraid to say "I love you" in front of his friends, and we'd argue about silly things then make up. I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on New Years and count stars with me. Who would stay home with me on a Friday night and help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who would tell me I'm beautiful but not too often, who would make me laugh like no one else could. But mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart.

How about a guy who....
Tell her you admire her. When she's upset hold her tight. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. Play with her hair, Tickle her, and wrestle with her. Talk to her. Tell her jokes. Bring her flowers just because. Hold her hand and run, just hold her hand...let her fall asleep in your arms. Tell her she looks beautiful. Look into her eyes and smile. Kiss her on the forehead. Kiss her in the rain. And if you want to be with her....tell her.

you know what i want?
just once i wanna be someone`s
reason for waking up
someone`s reason for
going through another day
just one time i wanna be the
one being wished for
the one who makes a guy say
"i`m so lucky to have her"
but to put it simply..
i wanna mean something to somebody
what they mean to me

My hopeless romantic is dying slowly down here. Things are different and I don't like it. I'm having a hard time finding even the possibility of someone to date. Frustrating. I also found out that boys who were good for others can be a wolf in sheep's clothing and truly are jerks. I never ever will understand guys...ever.