My life the past two weeks have been amazing. Life has been great, I've met an awesome guy, had a blast with good friends, and enjoyed a silent point concert at least once a week. It's great to see the guys up there rockin' and loving it. Amazing. I've been busy with class and work along with having fun to even think of taking time to write in here. You know how sometimes song lyrics just fit your life perfectly? Well tonight on the drive home from the silent point concert there was some songs that were on in my car that made complete sense to me and things in my life. It's been rough with a good friend well former friend of mine and it's finally over now...may be for the better but may be for the worse who knows, only time will tell. But these lyrics really make sense to me. (even if they are by my favorite band)
It's so easy to see dysfunction between you and me. We must free up these tired souls before the sadness kills us both. I tried and tried to let you know, I love you but I'm letting go. It may not last but I don't know, just don't know. If you don't know, then you can't care. And you show up but you're not there. Everyday, with every worthless word we get more far away. The distance between us makes it so hard to stay, but nothing last forever but be honest babe it hurts but it's the only way. Tough we have not hit the ground. It doesn't mean we're not still falling. Oh I want so bad to pick you up but you're still too reluctant to accept my help. What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame.
I still don't have the reason and you don't have the time and it really makes me wonder if I ever gave a f**k about you. And so this is goodbye. Give me something to believe in cause I don't believe in you anymore. I wonder if it even makes a difference, it even makes a difference to try. And you told me how you're feeling but I don't believe it's true anymore. I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry. Oh no, so this is goodbye...
Oh i'm moving on, don't you love how the best things for you kill the most, kill the most. But as strange as it seems I feel alright, I've got people to see. Optimistically speaking I think I'm gonna be alright......
I hope all is well with your life, if you miss me in your life maybe you should give me a call and say hey and we can catch up!
Love YOU lots, yes you!
-Aubs
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Now playing: Silent Point - As Strange As It Seems
via FoxyTunes
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