Love is a marathon

"As you think, you travel, and as you love, you attract. You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you." James Lane Allen

I don't know what to do. I'm in a world of confusion, questions, reasons, and answers about things in my life. I have this pressure from my parents to be done in four years at school and not to be a double major, when I really want to. I get the questions on what can you do with that if you don't go to grad school? Do you want to go to grad school? If so where? Which major would you go to grad school for? Have you started looking for internships? How about a job? AHHHHHHHH my head can't take all these questions I don't have answers to right now. I just want to get through this slow and steady, there is no way I am going to be able to be done in 2 more semesters, NO WAY. I'm going to have to go another year just to get my gen ed's done. I want to not think about it, can I hire someone else to do it for me???

Then the questions about life, grades, guys I've possibly been seeing, jobs, living arrangements next year are asked. I don't know what my grades are being that my teachers suck at letting us know these things. Guys are jerks I've given up and don't think I'm ever going to find the guy that's meant for me. I have applied for jobs, but I've already gotten a no from one. my living arrangements are on the rocks, I don't know where but at least I have a roommate right now. is it bad that I just want to get away from everyone and everything and just start all over and fresh. Not having any baggage from my past that gets involved with my future. No pre-set judgements due to what they've heard, think, or has happened. I need a sign that what I'm doing right now with my life is the right thing, because I don't know what would be for me One sign it's all I ask of. maybe I'll just run off and travel the world, nobody's rules to follow but my own. Maybe I'll just drop out of school take a break and come live at home and go to UNCG, that's the closest thing to starting over I can get to.....

Help anybody??