Tuesday, September 12, 2006

When you're dreaming with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part

So I'm in love with the new john mayer album. It's so amazing you should go and check it out. It's definately a chill mood kind of record. That's something I've needed recently. So many of the songs I can relate to in my current mood of missing my family and being down.

No i'm not color blind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an opened mind i just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this train i want to get out and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know i can
But honestly will someone stop this train

Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own
Come on stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know i can but honestly won't someone stop this train

So afraid of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So i play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun
Had a talk with my old man
Said help me understand
You sit down 68 you'll renegotiate
Don't stop this train
Don't follow it moves the place you're in
I don't think i could ever understand
I tried my hand

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
When you're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing so you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train i want to get out and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in
I know i can
Cause now i see i'll never stop this train

(think i got 'em now)



This one is because of a recent encounter with the exboyfriend of over a year, Jared who I thought was friends with. After talking to him I realized that all he wants is to get his stuff back (too bad it's in a box in North carolina in the obyss of a basebent) and I can't trust a word he said to me. Was the song he wrote for me just a song he wrote and felt bad because he didn't do what he said he would. Screw Madeline...I hope she never comes home to you.

It's been your word, you made your stand
You got me crying, as well as you planned
But when my loneliness is through, i'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When i was your lover
No one else would do
If i'm false to find another i hope he looks like you
Yeah and he's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now i'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh i'm gonna find another you


Oh John Mayer couldn't have sung either of those songs better.....

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