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"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway out of the darkness and into the sun but I won't forget the ones that I loved." ~Kelly Clarkson


So it is offical we are down to 9 days until I leave for Green Bay. I just want to scream...AHHHH!!! I am so stressed out. Tonight was the last waffle cone wednesday with Allie because she leaves on Tuesday morning. I don' t think any of us wanted to think that next week we will be missing part of the group till next summer. Later that night Josh Huttel and his friends showed up to go T.P.ing for one last time before I left. It made me think, I'm not going to get to do this when I'm in college. It's such a high school thing to do, I'm going to be using the tp not wasting it on trees. Who is going to have a house to do anyways. It was a bittersweet moment. Realizing that this might be the last time I am going to get to do this for the rest of my life. I had to enjoy the moment while it lasted. Tonight I got to see Josh which was nice because I hadn't seen him all summer. I think I'll be hanging out with him more before I leave. He said he'd stop by tomorrow afternoon to see if we could get together that night. Lauren and I tonight were discussing how stressed this next 2-3 weeks is going to be on all of us. I found out that one of my friends, Sebek, has already left for college. I didn't even get to say good bye. I know that this is going to be a new and exciting part of my life. But I'm not sure that I want it to be coming up sooo soon. I'm not going to be able to say goodbye to some of my friends knowing I might not see them again. Everything is going to change when we all are in our diffrent places. Recently the girl who I am kind of friends with is being kind of a bitch and Im not looking forward to dealing with her. She's been hanging out with another girl who is a complete whore and I can't stand because she has screwed so many of my friends over. So I'm just kind of going to do my own thing at Green Bay...I think that'll be better anyways. But I need to watch the olympics have a great night everyone!!!