Not tonight

Really I can handle the kidding around. I'm usually dishing it out as much as I'm taking it but tonight I did NOT need it. And I even asked one of them to have it stop. I was working with people who hate my guts because I'm leaving their department. I am still sick. Oh yeah and the whole giving your dog away isn't really fun either. But no it kept coming, I blocked most of it out until I left the bowling alley. Then the one person who I thought would understand why does the tear down the cheek move after I told the other one to fuck off. Yup that just pushed me over the edge. HE of all people knows the whole situation and should know I feel like shit, I TOLD HIM THIS TODAY. And to pull a move like that is a punk move. So I said fuck you especially you and stormed off. I cried the whole way home. No text message phone call nothing for an apology. Any other night but tonight would have been fine....