meh

I'm struggling, big time with the fact of my former roommates. Girls I spent a lot of time with, sharing my life with, opening up to, and living with for at least a year, have completely just disappeared. I try to make contact and get in touch but there is nothing back. Then when it comes to the others who have moved on away from each other trying to be together, it happens. What did I do? Why am I the one that seems to be forgotten about? Just because I move out doesn't mean I am not around, I'm still here, heck I'm only 2 blocks away from both of them. It'd be nice to actually get mail sent to my old house like the other one they are friends with. I want to say something but is it really even worth my energy. These girls are fake, do I really want them in my life? I guess not. Oh well I guess there goes my invitations to their weddings this summer.

I'm in a silent point mood and this song is amazing....
Falling upwards again,
Turning to you my friend.
Whenever the sky gets heavy,
Just know that i'll be ready,
To go where you want me to go,
To know what you need me to know.
If ever you need me to know,
Just know that i'll know,
I'll know.

And I wanna be somebodys anything,
And I used to be your something,
But I wanna be my somebodys anything,
Say anything at all.

Fading from falling this time,
And i'm in the back of your mind.
If I hurt would you be so kind,
To tell me