Life is beautiful but it's complicated

"Forever feels like home sitting all alone inside your head, how do you feel that is the question, but I forget that you don't expect an easy answer

It looks like I'm not going to be able to go home to north carolina for thanksgiving. It definately sucks big time. So I'll be home alone in GB for the break while everyone else gets to be with their families and enjoying their wonderful time giving thanks for what they have in their life. What am I going to do? Give thanks for being abandoned by my family and left all alone here in Green Bay. Give thanks that I won't even get to see them until christmas. Give thanks for not having any where to go for thanksgiving, gee thanks....

On another note I am LOVING my job. I have so much fun that it's ridiculous. Time flies by so fast when I'm there and I love all the people I work with, they make me laugh and bring sunshine to my day. Hopefully I'll have the job after the holidays, which looks like a very high possiblity since I've been doing amazingly well my first week of work. I am just pumped, made tons of new friends and have another group that I can depend on and know they'll help me out. Heck the top managers, Bryan even loves me already. Every time he comes by my department he stops and asks me how things are going and has a good 5 minute conversation. It's nice to know that people actually care about you and how you are doing with comparison to your job. I haven't had that before. Mary Hanson caring about her employees I THINK NOT!!! At least we all know I can't steal slushies here at best buy so I won't be getting fired anytime soon. Hahahahaha So here is a song that I can really really relate to this season. Check it out.


I'm coming home from my hardest year
I'm making plans not to make plans while I'm here
And this life has been no holiday,
a complicated situation
I'm fine with all my memories
Still I could use vacation

It's Christmas in California
And it's hard to ignore that it feels like summer all the time
But I'll take a west coast winter to remove my splinters

It's good to be alive
It's good to be alive

I'm coming home to the lights and buzz
Streets look the same, still nothing's as it was
This place is paradise I'm sure, here's my reservation
I've gotten lost here once before
Inside a good vibration...

And time, time it stops for no one
The seasons come and go and that's just time
Yeah time it stops for no one
The seasons keep on going
Whether or not we're blind

Christmas in California
And it's hard to ignore that it feels like summer all the time
But I'll take a west coast winter to remove my splinters

It's good to be alive