I guess it's left up to a sign

The for sale sign has offically gotten placed in the yard. I didn't know about it when I pulled up into MY driveway I saw it and I definately hit home. It is actually happening. I didn't think it would and that I wouldn't have to deal with everything that comes with it. My mom and my dad have already had a break down about the whole thing. I think I might be next, but I don't want to be that's what is holding me back. Weird just as I was writing this Jack's Mannequin came on and these were the words...crazy how much they relate to this whole thing.

I've got my things, I'm good to go

You met me at the terminal

Just one more plane right and it's done..

We stood like statues at the gate

Vacation's come and gone too late

There's so much sun where I'm from

I had to give it away, had to give you away

Hours pass, and she still counds the minutes

That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean

For it to feel like this

Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised

And don't fly fast. Oh pilot can you help?

Can you make this last? This plane is all I got

So keep it steady, now

cause every inch you see is bruised

I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle

I take my pills, the babies cry

All I hear is what's playing through

The in-flight radio

Now every word of every song

I ever heard that made me wanna saty

Is what's playing through

the in-flight radio, and I

I am, finally waking up.

I understand this is about a guy and a girl losing each other and moving on but it relates to me losing my family too. I had to pack my things and leave them behind. I've got one plane flight from N.C. to leave them behind and that's exactly what I am doing. IT sucks big time. My mom is going to miss me tons and I know that she's going to miss me a lot and I know I'm going to be feeling bruised on the plane. I need sleep tomorrow I've got lots to do. less then 2 weeks and we're gone. it's scary, very scary.