It's snowing in North Carolina

This past 8 days is it now, has been nothing but work work and more work. I have unpacked a truck, inventoried the whole truck, and now going through each box trying to find something that resembles things from my house in Eau Claire. Because of that I have box cutter attached to my hand and white paper all over the place. It's crazy you should see how much paper these movers put in each box. I get the job of putting them in one place and flattening them and then rolling them up to be recycled. the house is huge and it doesn't even feel like anyone has lived in it because it's all in boxes. The worst part is that I can't get my damn computer up and working like it used to. I can't even get it to reformat my whole c drive. I've gotta look into it more but it doesn't look good. I am pumped to be getting back to GB on thursday to hang out with everyone before school starts. I'm excited for the fun this year, but not the school work. But I think Caribou coffee is calling my name. Peace out from down south in N.C.

The Unemployment Line Starts Behind Me

sorry folks no fun lyrics or quotes for this one. Just plain and simple I got fired from my job of 4 years for no reason at all. They believe that I gave away free food to another employee at work and they consider it stealing. Too bad I didn't DO IT. To make a long story short it is pretty much my Boss trying to screw me over because I quit 3 weeks before the pool closed and she wasn't happy about that. So now I nanny for two great kids and life is awesome in the work department. But I'm still fighting the battle on trying to get my name cleared of this stealing and fired thing because that looks bad.


So here it is folks I am starting the revolution against Mary Hanson for firing me for no reason the day before my last day. If you would like to join in this revolution in damning the man please let me know even if you have no affiliation with Mary Hanson. Heck even if it's because this world should be more honest and not screw good people over for NO REASON. Or just do it because you love me. : ) If you're lucky there also may be shirts involved saying,"Will work for slushies" or "I 'stole' a slushie and all I got was this lousy t-shirt." and those who join the revolution will be able to be listed here on this place for the whole world to see that you are with me on damning the man. I may even write a few good words or to about you. So Screw Mary Hanson and her smoking slut of a pawn Steph.

I guess it's left up to a sign

The for sale sign has offically gotten placed in the yard. I didn't know about it when I pulled up into MY driveway I saw it and I definately hit home. It is actually happening. I didn't think it would and that I wouldn't have to deal with everything that comes with it. My mom and my dad have already had a break down about the whole thing. I think I might be next, but I don't want to be that's what is holding me back. Weird just as I was writing this Jack's Mannequin came on and these were the words...crazy how much they relate to this whole thing.

I've got my things, I'm good to go

You met me at the terminal

Just one more plane right and it's done..

We stood like statues at the gate

Vacation's come and gone too late

There's so much sun where I'm from

I had to give it away, had to give you away

Hours pass, and she still counds the minutes

That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean

For it to feel like this

Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised

And don't fly fast. Oh pilot can you help?

Can you make this last? This plane is all I got

So keep it steady, now

cause every inch you see is bruised

I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle

I take my pills, the babies cry

All I hear is what's playing through

The in-flight radio

Now every word of every song

I ever heard that made me wanna saty

Is what's playing through

the in-flight radio, and I

I am, finally waking up.

I understand this is about a guy and a girl losing each other and moving on but it relates to me losing my family too. I had to pack my things and leave them behind. I've got one plane flight from N.C. to leave them behind and that's exactly what I am doing. IT sucks big time. My mom is going to miss me tons and I know that she's going to miss me a lot and I know I'm going to be feeling bruised on the plane. I need sleep tomorrow I've got lots to do. less then 2 weeks and we're gone. it's scary, very scary.