"Life may not be the party we hoped for...but while we are here we might as well dance."~Unknown
So here are some things that my summer has been like over the month that I have had to enjoy it
*I come home from college to find out that I have mono. My spleen and liver were enlarged 4 1/2 inches and 6 inches respectively. Wasn't cool because it meant for me no more partying and no more late nights. A strict 10 pm curfew instilled on me. I have yet to get that curfew off. It sucks.
*The Tuesday night budget and buffalo wild wings tradition is back and awesome. I've seen some really cute movies so far, Hitch, Fever Pitch, Robots, and Sahara.
*I have already had the chance to go up and visit with all the GB crew at Erica's 19th birthday party. It was a fun time on the lake for 3 days. So much fun that I got 2nd degree burns on my shoulders and tan everywhere else. I currently am peeling like a snake.
*Being serenaded by Jared trying to sing me to sleep, one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me.
*Erica and Steve and the whole teclaw crew coming to visit Eau Claire for a soccer tourny.
*Getting a call from Jared last night singing my favorite song he has written called pickles and cheese because he heard how burned I was and how I have been having a crappy couple of days.
*I am back working at the pool for the 3rd year. I'm starting to hate it because my boss has no idea what she is doing because it's her first year. I even had to train everyone, and do I get credit for this at all, nope.
*The instructing of soccer is back on again as well. But this time I am going to be instructing 4 hours with little kids and I'll have two partners. More hours more pay no problem with that.
*I have gotten the chance to get closer with friends from high school and realized some things about other friends that isn't so cool.
*Staff Bonding at the pool ends up with many drunk people showing off their piercing.
*I got a new pair of shoes (wait this is me I buy shoes almost every week) but these shoes are the coolest. They are keens and super comfy and waterproof and anti-odor. Super sweet stuff!
*I changed my stupid cartilage ear ring to a cool curved bar bell with pink with white star balls on the end.
*Got into an accident on 94, crashed the moms car making it be 3600 dollars of damage.
So now onto the things that are really starting to bug me....
Recently my 4 closest girl friends have been ignoring me and pretty much leaving me in the dark. It really has come up because this girl Sarah one of the girls in the group is home for 8 days from Florida and we all haven't seen her. Well we were all planning on hanging out on Thursday. I call Sarah and she's sleeping and left her a message to call me back. Nothing from any of the girls that night. Friday night I had plans but was going to meet up with them later. Come to find out they were going to these two parties and didn't decide to call me till after they were drunk. One girl said she got a message from me and said I didn't want to come out because of the mono. Nope not true why would I be out for staff bonding night then? Well Sat. I get a call at 9:30 at night while out to dinner with my family for fathers day. She leaves me a message saying that bunch of them were going to allies to spend the night and she was leaving in 5 minutes. Awesome thanks for the heads up 30 minutes before my curfew, like I had a chance to go to that one. So I call her back and nobody answers, sweet huh? I said something to one of the girls and I got the comment oh we really didn't want you to feel left out but we just haven't seen Sarah and are so excited to see her. Wow that's great I haven't seen her at all yet and she leaves soon. I really am stating to feel like I am sarah's replacement. That I have been used as a way or ride for the girls to get around, especially when they are drunk because I can't drink yet. We'll see how things go tomorrow night, if they are going to call me about our Tuesday night ritual. Maybe I have just done some growing up and they are still stuck in their high school click. I don't know I'm feeling hurt and left out and not wanting to deal with it at all.
Another thing that is really bugging me is people that aren't true to themselves. There is a person around here that is from my high school that has been lying to me and everyone else. A few of us are really sick of it and aren't able to deal with the bull shit all the time. This guy acts like he's the best thing in the world and that everyone likes him, which really isn't the case, they are just too scared of him to be mean to him. He also has been cheating on his girlfriend, A LOT! I'm not sure what to do about it but it's really starting to bug me. I really feel bad for his girlfriend because she puts up with the crap he's sending her way.
Finally I am sick of this one kid who is from GB. He's acting like he is best friends with everyone in our small-hall-Ian crew. Which isn't the case. He came up to Rhi-town and annoyed the crap out of everyone there. He even told his roomie whose friends with all of us that he really hated hanging out with us and wished he hung out with this girl that we call pink megan and her friends more than us. Way to be real fake the whole weekend. This kid jared sang this song pickles and cheese for me. Well this kid reid didn't and wasn't a part of the whole reason why I loved this song so much. Well now he's acting like it was this thing between him and jared and trying to be cool about it. It makes me mad, it really shouldn't but it was a thing that jared and I were doing. It all comes down to that he wants all of the attention for himself. When he's not getting the attention he makes a way for him to be the center of attention. He's got to get everything his way, the worst part is that he's an only child and you can tell. He is used to getting his way all the time. Not that I have a thing against only children at all, most of the time they are super sweet kids but this one just goes over the edge. He makes it out to be that him and his family really hate each other when the case is that he's doing it for us to feel bad for him. He thinks he's the hottest thing known to man and gets depressed when girls reject him. He's one of the only guys I know that are more emotional than most girls I know. I swear he's a chick. Wow I'm a horrible person for saying all of this stuff but for anyone who knows this guy knows that it's true!
Wow what a mean post this has been. Hopefully I'll end up with having some friends in the end of this whole thing. I'm going to go receive the biggest bitch award now.... have a great night.
~Aubs
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