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I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
And in love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

My rant for the night.

By the demands of my faithful follower (my mom) she wanted me to keep on writing. Well to be honest the beginning of the new year started with me in bed early. I was stood up by a stupid boy who was stupid in leading me on. I guess it's another reason why i should be very very very VERY careful with who I develop feelings for. I didn't even really have much feelings like the butterflies or anything but what bothers me is I fell into the trap. The trap of deception that "hey he could be okay" and fell for the words that he said. BUT again my better judgement I went with it, and look where it got me now. Hating boys and wishing that it would all just go away. I'm lonely I hate it and I don't know how to make it better. To think of it this way (mom) my last real relationship was with Johnny, the crazy almost 4 years ago. It makes me feel like I'm broken and not worth the time for a relationship, even with a friggin' NERD! Damaged goods called Aubrey, might as well stay away from those who are broken. My friends are not here and the ones I have here are no where close to the ones I left. I miss them terribly. WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE GONE??