So this is it!! I made it to the whole year. not much to say but this. I guess we are fans of this time of year, all the fuss and wonder about midnight, that maybe things can change, maybe things can be new...

Happy New Year, let this one be the best it can be.

PS: "A long December and there's reason to believe that maybe this year will be better than the last." - Counting Crows

I'm starting to feel sick and I don't like it. I'm going to bed and I will work on my year in review as so as I can. But for now I'm going to bed and sleeping as late as possible.

The month you are supposed to express love on one day...or my birthday month!

FEBRUARY!!

So the first was the day that I turned another year older...23 would be the number this year. It wasn't anything to write home about. Most people forgot about it because it was the Superbowl the same day.
This month was a tough month...lots of down time and sadness. I was really starting to miss my life I had before I moved down. This month was what I would call the dark ages of the year. It was sad, lonely and gloomy.
I started tutoring Connor and had a form of income while best buy was still taking forever to get me in.
Life was crazy trying to adjust to living with a whole new set of people. It was even harder having a little brother pass out in your bed every Friday night. I guess he missed me.
There were 25 random things about me that you all learned.
I was able to go to the circus with my little brother and it was so much fun and much needed to get out of my depression of the move.
I was dealing with the craziness of what my relationship with the rockstar was. It was tough.
I made a new friend that I absolutely adore and love so much now...Miss Rachel!!
I had a lot of cavities that I had to get fixed this month, not fun.
I meet a lot of people who I call friends now by going to daystar and that makes me happy thinking about that.
That was it for the month of my birth....here's to this one in 2010 being much better : )

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG day but a good one. Filled with love from friends, family, puppies, and music. Couldn't really ask for more. I would be doing February's recap tonight but i'm just too dang tired. I will do my best to get it done tomorrow.

January 2009 Recapalapa

So what happened in the world of Aubrey the first month of the year. Here's a look back at some of the highs and lows of that month.

*The first was the day that I decided that I was going to do a new years resolution and blog each day for a year. And look where it's gotten me now.
*It was the last month I would spend living in Green Bay. It was a winter ice storm and a puppy trying to learn how to walk on it.
*I was introduced to new neighbors who lived above me also known as the elephants. I miss those guys and hope they are doing well over in Iraq.
*Oprah's best life series on sex....not something anyone wants to experience.
*I spent a lot of time with the Rock star and it was interesting seeing where we were going.
*I un-graduated and graduated from college all in one day all over again, scary and crazy but I have the diploma now : )
*The cold and the winter weather was starting to wear on me and you all were introduced to one of my best friends Icky.
*Light scribe is amazing!!
*Obama made it into office officially.
*It was a month of a lot of last things: Last basketball games, last team meeting, last day at best buy 028, last night at old Chicago, and last day in the city of green bay.
*It was a rough month saying goodbyes because i royally suck at them.
*I made my journey to North Carolina through an ice storm and all but made it home safely.
*Eastern Time zone is still something I haven't wrapped my head around.

Over all January was a lot of goodbyes and ends to things that I really didn't want to end. But it also brought new beginnings of things into my life. It was a okay beginning to a very interesting year....

Today was another crazy day at work. I wasn't expecting it. But the night ended with a movie with Devin and hanging out chatting in the car until 4 am chatting. It's times like that that make me smile.....work tomorrow and the start of the recap of the year. Be excited very excited!!!

Hope everyone had a merry christmas. I know I did. Just remember those who might not have family around and love on them too. You never know how much it might mean to them. Night all work at 7 am yay!

Merry christmas eve one and all. Just remember to love those who are around you. Forgive those who you need to. Have an attittude of gratitude : )

Devin and I had a blast on our christmas cheer adventure. I don't have much more to say about that but bed time for me!

work was a day from hell. Nobody was scheduled to work in the camera department after 6 pm. Guess what I got to do....work in the dang department. I had to cover it until we closed. I also then had to close down the department. Oh and I had to make sure my own department was closed down as well. This girl did not get home until 12:40. I only have one more day of hell. At least tomorrow I have something to look forward to. An adventure of Christmas cookies and elf with Devin. Hopefully that will bring me some holiday cheer because I lost it all today at work.

The question that I am starting to not like. What do I want for christmas....I don't know but maybe I should figure that one out. Man this year is almost over and that means this blog will come to an end. I know I haven't written insightful things every day but dang it I've done well for my first new years resolution I've actually completed. I'll have a month and years in review the next couple of days before the end of this crazy adventure. Hey guess what I get to do on Wednesday night....go on an adventure for holiday spirit, hopefully it will be fun. Off to bed two more days of work then a break for a few days thank goodness!!

I had the fun time of introducing a 23 year old to what a snow ball fight was all about today after work. I did get cold and wet but it was so much fun. There were some shots to the face and a aching jaw but it's just a battle wound. It was definitely a highlight of my day, the snowball fight and going to Panera to eat and chat after. Work was crazy busy even though there was ice every where this morning. Some people I don't understand the demand for crappy laptops. I can't get into the holiday spirit for some reason. I can't even think of what I really want for Christmas. I know it's driving my mom insane because she just wants me to pick something and be done. I just don't know...I guess we'll have to see what I find when I actually take time to go shopping. I have to close tomorrow with a truck that is not one but two full trailers of stuff. Should be fun being I can't go into overtime at all this week.

Packers lost in a heart breaking last second play by the steelers. I was really hoping we'd get that wild card spot. Good news is that the Vikings lost today to the Panthers....who knew! Panthers still suck and the packers are always going to be better. But overall I can go to bed with a smile on my face from all the fun that happened.

People are so weird when it snows down here. Everyone was scared of this snow and all of a sudden they decide to come to best buy to shop!!! CRAZY bad day. to the point of not even talking about it bad....so I'm going to bed and waking up at 6:45 am for work go me. Could I find someone to sweep me off my feet and take me away from all of it.

WE GOT SNOW and lots of it! Christmas time is now here!! Oh my goodness you have no idea how excited I am to play in it. I probably won't even have to go into work either because nobody can drive in this stuff. YAY SNOW!!!!!!!!

Oh my god I thought I would be done by 11:45....nope. Work is killing me and I'm so close to quitting it's not even funny. I need to sleep and wake up for work tomorrow and possible SNOW!!!

Your love is a song

So so so sorry for not posting yesterday. I was not feeling the greatest and feel asleep at 7pm and slept all the way through until noon today. It's my body's way of making me catch up with myself. I found this song today and I loved it. Your love is a song by switchfoot. I'm off to bed I have to go to the dermatologist tomorrow and not looking forward to it.

I hear you breathing in
another day begins

the stars are falling out
my dreams are fading now, fading out

I've been keeping my eyes wide open
I've been keeping my eyes wide open

your love is a symphony
all around me
running through me

your love is a melody
underneath me
running to me

your love is a song

the dawn is fire bright
against the city lights

the clouds are glowing now
the moon is blacking out

I've been keeping my mind wide open
I've been keeping my mind wide open

your love is a song

with my eyes wide open
I've got my eyes wide open
I've been keeping my hopes unbroken

We have a charlie brown christmas tree...its kind of sad looking. hopefully it will look a little bit better with water. I'm tired and not feeling well but this day off was WONDERFUL!!

I finally have two days off and guess what not a chance of me fully blogging tonight. Sorry I'm sleeping.

I had a very very very crappy day at work and I'm just done.....just absolutely done.

Trying to get some sleep before opening the store tomorrow after closing it tonight. good song to listen to and check it out.

Sir, excuse my rudeness
but I believe that I know somethin' that you don't
because you are talkin' down to me, like you think I know nothing.
And I wont allow it, this promise prowess, though i respect you, even through the prejudice.
You're blind leadin' blind's not hard to see, yeah

You gotta believe
Oh yeah
Don't fear, don't break it
You gotta be free (Ah, Ah)
I hope your blinded eyes will see

You can ask me anythin'
I may not know the answers to everythin'
Nor I won't before I can do is speak from my heart
A vapid sentiment
And I won't be clever, with your endeavor
All tryin' to prove me wrong, I will remember
You're blind leadin' blind's not hard to see, yeah

You gotta believe
Oh yeah
Don't fear, don't break it
You gotta be free (Ah, Ah)
I hope your blinded eyes will see

You gotta believe
Oh yeah
D-Don't fear, don't break it
You gotta be free (Ah, Ah)
I hope your blinded eyes will see, Yeah

Ah Ah

Whatever the cost, whatever I lost
Whatever I gained, whatever I fought
I knew I was tested, and I am the furthest
From what you think it is worth it

You gotta believe
Oh alright
Don't fear, don't break it
You gotta be free (Ah, Ah)
I hoped your blinded eyes will see

You gotta believe
Yeah
D-D-Don't fear, don't break it
You gotta be free (You gotta believe)
Don't, don't let him hold you down

C'mon, c'mon, sing it

Whoah Whoah, Whoah Whoah, Whoah Whoah
Whoah Whoah, Whoah Whoah, Whoah Whoah

Yeah

Oh, I hope my eyes will see
You gotta believe
Whoah Whoah, Whoah Whoah, Yeah

new phone and new things to discover

This is my winter song to you.
The storm is coming soon,
It rolls in from the sea

My voice; a beacon in the night.
My words will be your light,
To carry you to me.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love

They say that things just cannot grow
Beneath the winter snow,
Or so I have been told.

They say were buried far,
Just like a distant star
I simply cannot hold.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

This is my winter song.
December never felt so wrong,
Cause you're not where you belong;
Inside my arms.

Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum

I still believe in summer days.
The seasons always change
And life will find a way.

I'll be your harvester of light
And send it out tonight
So we can start again.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

This is my winter song.
December never felt so wrong,
Cause you're not where you belong;
Inside my arms.

This is my winter song to you.
The storm is coming soon
It rolls in from the sea.

My love a beacon in the night.
My words will be your light
To carry you to me.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?

I'm feeling out of sync with life. What caused it, I don't know. What can I do to fix it, not sure. But I know that I don't like it. I'm tired and time to pass out.

I WANT SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!

ON FiRe!!!!!!

I am so EXHAUSTED. I was told today by my manger that today needed to be the day that we murder Brett Favre in selling computers....so I did just that. Today I produced at least 3,000 in pure money for Best Buy ALONE. It's probably more but the one thing I can track is my black tie and I sold those like they were the best thing on earth (which really they are...) But I dealt with crazy people all day asking for a 299 laptop that is a piece of garbage. Hopefully we'll be sold out by tomorrow and I won't have to deal with it. We were already 161 percent to our budget for the day when I left at 5:30. Who knows what they will do with us closing at 8 pm, nothing but good things. So not very insightful but I will work on one tomorrow when I have more time before passing out.

5 days until I get a normal phone back!!!

man am I tired and have been working too much. It's time for bed but tomorrow will bring an inspiring or maybe just entertaining blog. I've made a promise to myself. Night all

Oh man is a vacation becoming necessary by the day. I am so SICK of closing day after day after day......but good news there might be snow in the forecast for tomorrow, how awesome would that be?!

I have had to watch Maddie the new puppy during my days off. Not the greatest thing in the world. I wasn't able to get the things done that I needed to. Dang. So I've gotta work tomorrow night and watch the dog in the morning. Thank goodness my mom and little bro come home from DC tomorrow. I'm off to bed night all.

The puppy is being crazy and whining whenever she is in her kennel and won't pee. It's getting exhausting alone with her.

Still needing to get a massage to feel better...I'm so exhausted, work tomorrow.

Today we got a new puppy in the family. Her name is Madison Claire. She's named after Madison and eau claire Wisconsin. She's super cute and furry and TINY. It's no Lucy but she'll grow on me soon enough....