I know better cause you said forever....

It's been way to long and I am sorry. I didn't even get to write about the next 2 days of summerfest. All I can say is that 3rd row of guster was AMAZING!!! I also can't even believe how sweet Jack's Mannequin was after the heat, the rain, the lightening, thunder, hail, and everything it ended up being one of the best times I had. Words can't describe how much fun I had each night. I loved seeing everyone from green bay, I forgot how much I missed them.

For some reason I have been really digging the new pink song called who knew. Yeah I know call me crazy but whatever it's stuck in my head and I can't get it out.

"When someone said count your blessings now. For they're long gone, I guess I just didn't know howI was all wrong. They knew better, Still you said forever ,And ever Who knew I'll keep you locked in my head Until we meet And I won't forget you my friend What happened."

Recap of the summer for all of you so far and what I'm thinking I guess:
-I have been working almost every day at the pool for almost 40 hours a week
-Instructing little kids how to play soccer is fun but sucks at the same time oh that's adds another 6 hours
-then 4 more hours added on for refing for 2 games a night on tuesdays thursdays
-I have barely seen anyone around this summer but I don't care because they don't seem to have the need to see me. Well I have seen those who I care about which is all that matters
-I have less than a month left in my house I grew up in. Do you know how scary that feeling is?
-I am sleeping on someones couch for 3 or 4 days which is going to be weird even if it is Matty McFatty
-I am having a party weekend next weekend and I have a feeling things are going to be interesting and sucky and yet I'm still excited.
-The next 3 weeks are going to go by so fast I'm scared of what it's going to bring.
-I hate the pool and want to tell everyone to fuck off well just steph
-I have a date to the "pool prom" it's not a real date but we're going as friends and dressing goofy
-I have been petitioning to be prom queen we'll see if It works
-I miss GB
-I miss my normal life but I don't think I'm ever going to get that back again.
-Is it sad i don't do anything except spend my time off of work with my family?? Can you blame me?
-I miss all my friends who are there for me
-I hate drama and everyone who was and is making it up.
-people are fake and I can see right through it even though I don't bring it up to them. Maybe I should start
-I need a vacation oh wait i'm getting that the 21st of august through the 31st
-Because of my vacation I'm missing someone's 21st birthday
-But I got to talk to Jaron who I miss more than anything and being in NC will give me the chance to see him in Tennessee.
-Jaron may even be in the twin cities the week we are moving out of our house which means a road trip!!!
-I need to stop rambling and just go to bed. Oh yeah and my computer doesn't work and isn't going to be working until I get to GB on the 11th of August.
AHHHHH I hate change but it's the one thing in my life that is constant so what can I do??
Love and peace, tell someone you love them and give as many hugs as possible you never know when it'll be your last....

Summerfest Day One

"When you're older, you will understand."-The Fray

So went to the fray last night and I am beat. One girl wait two girls shoved people to get onto the bleachers causing a mass amount of falling. I got the lucky part of it and ended up hitting a girl on the head with my lip. This caused tons of bleeding from the lip and causing it to become HUGE. so now this afternoon I have white puss on it and blood still coming out of it. It's pretty massive and hurts a lot. Brushing my teeth will be interesting. But I didn't really care because later the fray came out. I had such a great time. I sat by these two girls who go to whitewater who loved the fray just as much as I do. We ended up behind these really annoying group of high school girls that were nothing but drama. The Fray were amazing from the 6th row. They played their whole ablum as well as route 66 and a beatles cover. They also ended with my favorite song Trust Me. It was awesome and I got some pretty sweet pics. I am now off to the Johnson Creek outlet mall and qdoba with Marisa for the day. Tomorrow is Guster with a buch of friends who I haven't seen in forever. I'm giving it a rest for the fest today and just enjoy being lazy. More updates to come soon.