"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."
I have definately decieded that the girls who I thought would be hanging out with this summer offically are avoiding me. Two I kind of understand because of something that happened way long time ago, but we're all adults here and should be able to get over it. The other two I have no idea why they are doing what they are doing. One we even took to North Carolina for free. And now she doesn't even return my calls, she even was talking to my good friend Matt trying to make me look bad. Didn't work Matt just called and asked me what was going on. The other one I went to the movies with once this summer and now she doesn't even return my calls either. I guess they all have some problem with me for some reason and don't want to tell me about it.
"and I know it's hard sometimes, but you just have to keep telling yourself that it doesn't have anything to do with you...but just as some people aren't right for you, you just weren't right for that one person."
Whatever I really don't care anymore I am going to be gone out of Eau Claire and all it's drama by the end of this summer and don't have to come back unless there are certain people I want to visit. They aren't going to be some of them. I do have to admit this summer would be much worse if it wasn't for Shell, Matty McFatty, Icky, Kinz, and some others. Thank God for them.
This weekend I am going up to Rhinelander to celebrate Erica's Birthday. The thing is that my ex-boyfriend is going to be there and he recently has been telling me how excited he is to see me and he misses me. I'm kind of nervous because I haven't seen him for 7 months and I know the truth about a lot of things he lied to me about. And to be quite honest I don't miss him and really not looking forward to seeing him. But it should be fun seeing everyone who is going up to Erica's, and I AM learning how to water ski or wake board this year! Peace out homies!
