"If I just lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
It's summer and it SUCKS. It's been too long since I last wrote in here, and I'm sorry. Summer sucks being that I have no way to get around and that my friends don't seem to be calling me to hang out. I guess you realize who your true friends are. But Sat. I start work which hopefully help me not hating my summer. Also Bejya is going to be coming up Sat. for Ashley and Drew's wedding and reception on Sat. I won't be able to make it to the wedding because I have to be a work no exceptions but we're getting to make it to the dinner and the reception. We are going to get our groove on. My laptop has been fixed and the enter key is back, it's no long the ghetto computer. Also I got my ipod back and yesterday when I tried to upload songs it wasn't working again. So yesterday I went ovver to best buy ready to kill someone. They decided to not make it a crime scene and gave me a brand new black photo 30 gig ipod. So that was a nice addition to my life and I'm loving it. Now if only I can get all the album covers on the ipod. If you know how to do that please let me know I'm up for anything. Friday aka tomorrow my dad comes home for a week to help out with my mom when she has knee surgery. She has surgery on the 30th and I think we all have family pictures getting taken on the June 2nd. Yes that is life and that's about it. Alright so here's the deal sorry I won't update as much as I did during the school year, we have crappy dial up at home and I'm barely able to write as much. So today is the only way at panera since it has free wi-fi. Alrighty so have a great beginning of summer and it looks like it's going to be a hot and hummid memorial day weekend. Big hugs and love
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
Is it almost summer yet??
it's back my semi-annual finals pep talk. Finals Could they be any better, Revamped and even more fabulous than last semester!
In the obvious reason of my post, avoiding my finals I'm giving you all the great chance of hearing the positive side of finals believe me they are good!I know finals are already here and that today might make you dread the rest of the finals you have to come in the next 3 long and crucial days.
But the most obvious reason of having finals is that once you are done, you never have to do that class again. No more Chem no more sociology and no more foundations of western culture (my personal hate). No you aren't going to fail the class so stop telling yourself this, you'll do just fine. Quit telling everyone that you are going to especially when the people in your class know you're going to throw off the whole curve.
If you think about it finishing your final and handing it in is the perfect time for you to do something you normally wouldn't or couldn't have done. You could go up to your professor who you really weren't a fan of and dump your hot chocolate all over him and tell him how he was a douche bag for making you take that test the day of the blizzard of 2006. Can't do it? Then when you turn in the test say here's your answer key. Too weak in the knees still? If you're still too chicken shit to do that just say thanks professor I'm looking forward to your class in the fall next year. I personally would like to just kick my geography of U.S. and Canada professor in the junk and walk away but that might get me in jail...
The second best part of finals is that this is your time to finally ask out that guy or girl in your class that was the reason behind you going not because of the awesome lectures. Go ask that person out what are they going to do? Say no, you're never possibly going to see them again, no harm no foul. Take them out for a finals break drink at the coffee house or something sweet like that. And if all fails and s/he says no you've got all summer break to feel like a dumb ass. And if you're really lucky they're graduating and you'll never see them again.
In desperate times, calls for desperate measures. A way to help with you anxiety and sleep deprivation is a chemical boost. Some are better than others. Even I have resorted back to the good old days of drinking my pop and enjoying my caffeine boost for that hour and a half. That red bull is going to do you a hell of good if you can't stay awake to study your boring crap. Many say stay away from the alcohol this week but I say why not go for it. This quite possibly could lead to the other form of stress reliever, sexual activity. But don't go too overboard with this one it could cause many problems down the road. Hey maybe it could even be with that cute person from the class mentioned above.
Finally you can really take the challenge intellectually on finals week. Sure you haven't been to class since the first week and you got at D on your midterms....I don't care. You can learn the entire course with 3 dews and a full 24 hour cram before the test. Just think about this one, remember when you were a freshman and thought you had to go to every class. All the test prep you did was definitely less than 24 hours per class. That means for the rest of the time you did jack shit. So if you really are stuck in this situation you've got time. You can do it, but it might help if you have the notes from someone so you have some sort of idea.
So that's it guys remember study with a buddy if you can then if they are a hot buddy you can go relieve some of your other stresses. Just kidding I don't promote that kind of stuff. I just wrote this since my hand hurt from writing my stupid physics definitions. Remember Ben and jerry can be you best friend as well as chocolate. Sleep is always a good thing to but remember to set your alarm that would suck!With all this being said enjoy the worst week of the semester, you'll make it through like the rest of us. Enjoy your summer it's less than 5 days away.
In the obvious reason of my post, avoiding my finals I'm giving you all the great chance of hearing the positive side of finals believe me they are good!I know finals are already here and that today might make you dread the rest of the finals you have to come in the next 3 long and crucial days.
But the most obvious reason of having finals is that once you are done, you never have to do that class again. No more Chem no more sociology and no more foundations of western culture (my personal hate). No you aren't going to fail the class so stop telling yourself this, you'll do just fine. Quit telling everyone that you are going to especially when the people in your class know you're going to throw off the whole curve.
If you think about it finishing your final and handing it in is the perfect time for you to do something you normally wouldn't or couldn't have done. You could go up to your professor who you really weren't a fan of and dump your hot chocolate all over him and tell him how he was a douche bag for making you take that test the day of the blizzard of 2006. Can't do it? Then when you turn in the test say here's your answer key. Too weak in the knees still? If you're still too chicken shit to do that just say thanks professor I'm looking forward to your class in the fall next year. I personally would like to just kick my geography of U.S. and Canada professor in the junk and walk away but that might get me in jail...
The second best part of finals is that this is your time to finally ask out that guy or girl in your class that was the reason behind you going not because of the awesome lectures. Go ask that person out what are they going to do? Say no, you're never possibly going to see them again, no harm no foul. Take them out for a finals break drink at the coffee house or something sweet like that. And if all fails and s/he says no you've got all summer break to feel like a dumb ass. And if you're really lucky they're graduating and you'll never see them again.
In desperate times, calls for desperate measures. A way to help with you anxiety and sleep deprivation is a chemical boost. Some are better than others. Even I have resorted back to the good old days of drinking my pop and enjoying my caffeine boost for that hour and a half. That red bull is going to do you a hell of good if you can't stay awake to study your boring crap. Many say stay away from the alcohol this week but I say why not go for it. This quite possibly could lead to the other form of stress reliever, sexual activity. But don't go too overboard with this one it could cause many problems down the road. Hey maybe it could even be with that cute person from the class mentioned above.
Finally you can really take the challenge intellectually on finals week. Sure you haven't been to class since the first week and you got at D on your midterms....I don't care. You can learn the entire course with 3 dews and a full 24 hour cram before the test. Just think about this one, remember when you were a freshman and thought you had to go to every class. All the test prep you did was definitely less than 24 hours per class. That means for the rest of the time you did jack shit. So if you really are stuck in this situation you've got time. You can do it, but it might help if you have the notes from someone so you have some sort of idea.
So that's it guys remember study with a buddy if you can then if they are a hot buddy you can go relieve some of your other stresses. Just kidding I don't promote that kind of stuff. I just wrote this since my hand hurt from writing my stupid physics definitions. Remember Ben and jerry can be you best friend as well as chocolate. Sleep is always a good thing to but remember to set your alarm that would suck!With all this being said enjoy the worst week of the semester, you'll make it through like the rest of us. Enjoy your summer it's less than 5 days away.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Help! I need somebody...
"Black bird singing in the dead of night
take these broken wings and learn to fly
all your life.
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
take these soaken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free."
Today was BEAUTIFUL outside, I even added a few freckles to my face and color to my skin. I have been super busy dealing with life and Green Bay all at the same time. There for I have been avoiding this so I am going to try to sit down and write something creative and spunky. (sorry if I disappoint you in this one) I have less than 10 days left of living here in Green bay with the girls that I do. I don't know how I feel about this...I have been trying to so hard to love these girls the way they are and try to make the best of what I am dealt with. I don't know if i'm going to miss them or not I know I'll miss more than others for sure. there will be a lot less drama and problems brough into my life without me living with them. don't get me wrong i love the girls to death but I don't know if living with them would be the best thing. To make it short I am ready to get out of this place and into a new one.
It's coming in stages with this whole losing my family thing. It has it's up and its down. I know I'll break down when I finally get home for the summer. I know it's going to be bad as the summer rolls on to the final days in the E.C. That's when it's going to be tough. It will be weird not seeing and talking to the people I have come to know and love around here. That's what the summer is for I guess. Just to let you all know save the date of the last weekend in July. You are invited to the moving out of the house/aubs' half birthday celebration at my house. There'll be more to come as the day comes closer. Maybe to cure my sadness of losing my family a pint of ben and jerry's and crawling up in a ball and sobbing might help.
Tomorrow is game night with a bunch of my good friends and I am pumped. It does mean however I need to get everything done tonight, oh well I have the physics and the paper done. Just have to get ready for the abnormal psych test tomorrow. I know that stuff though....super well.
Finally I got a message from kelley and here is how to solve my problem With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible ~Matthew 19:26 Just have to believe in God and know he'll take care of me.
I love you all more than you know and hope today is awesome and tomorrow is even better!
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